okay.
so i did it.
i told Jiji that if i wrote a song about it i would feel much better.
and true enough,i did and i do.
he sent me loads of smses yesterday and today(around 10) but i was unfazed.
i got my get back by writing a song.
doesn't hurt anyone plus i feel better.
so here it is :The nicest way i can actually say this to you.


music and lyrics: amanda
(may change the melody.still not that pleased with it)
date and time: 4 July 2009, 23:32
inspirations? : wierd stuff and his wierd smses and last conversation with Shalynne


She asked me
why i was so bothered by you
it's disturbing
cos you text me all thats on your mind
and i barely know you.

ask me why girls like to shop
give me your housephone number
tell me about that new pair of shoes
and about when you go out to dinner
ask me if i am pissed
and ask about some brown cap
i've been mum for too long
can't you read the signs
it spells i'm not interested.

i don't care
about knowing what you want from me
i'm just going to shut this out
and let you be
oh i'm not gonna get nervous
when you try your tricks on me
i don't need
and i don't want to know
don't tell me please

i told my friend
unless you save my life
you won't get into my good books for a period of time
i used to be so naive
until you showed me that guys can be
what you are.

ask me why girls like to shop
give me your housephone number
tell me about that new pair of shoes
and about when you go out to dinner
ask me if i am pissed
and ask about some brown cap
i've been mum for too long
can't you read the signs
it spells i'm not interested.

i don't care
about knowing what you want from me
i'm just going to shut this out
and let you be
oh i'm not gonna get nervous
when you try your tricks on me
i don't need
and i don't want to know
don't tell me please


so this is it
the nicest way i can actually say this to you
i can't scream
so i'll let this song do the talking


i don't care
about knowing what you want from me
i'm just going to shut this out
and let you be
oh i'm not gonna get nervous
when you try your tricks on me
i don't need
and i don't want to know
don't tell me please